once again, its never like we thought it was

oh well.
at least somebody believes me.

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i wish marion would come on
i got a book today
and its not the one for meghna
i really need to go downtown
and i got a present for marion, because it is her birthday on monday. random present. and no, i am not telling you what it is.

things are going okay, mostly because its such a fantastic day. i used to like winter better. but waking up when it is dark, then not being able to tell where the sun is behind the huge clouds that make us all SLEET'd? no.

i have been sort of moody
james described it as me turning into a total jerk
i almost told him that he was being a hypocrite
but took his advice
and i am being a hypocrite anyways, so thats a crazy maze of fantastically stupid emotions.
i would say i hate people, but since i am one of them, i will say i hate the way people who arent geniuses think. not that i am a genius. not that i actually feel that way. go figure. i think. never understood that expression.

RAMBLATION'd.

anyway. see you monday. comment. i want some response to what i say. i need some support.