i scarf you back.. TENFOLD

if you win, i get the prize. if she wins.. i get the prize.

assume

do you all think you know what that really meant?

it would be hard for you to tell who either person was, and also obviously whether it was actually a sad comment or not. i'm happy, kay? it's not a pity fest because that last post had nothing to do with anyone you guys [gh people, i mean, js knows it =]] know. stop assuming that was bad, anyways. it's an inside joke, i was talking to some people i know and i wast just blogging about them. i didn't feel like typing it all out.

my blog's not for you.

cool it.

guess what i figured out

you + her = nobody loves chamberlain

someday

new favorite song:

jeff buckley
lover, you should have come over


it's got really good lyrics. like all of his songs. i can't believe he's dead.

[[i put it in my profile for you, you know.. i never really have thanked you, have i?]]

the whole world

i am going to hockeytown cafe tonight to watch the REAL game.

goddamn football.

i guess most people don't know i love hockey.. anyhoo.

if any of you wants to come, call me. mkay? i want someone to hang out with.

tic tac toe

landmark.

i said those things, i did those things.




maybe it's just me, that's all.


&&


kachao.
scarf.
finally.
not too shabby.
wait until
i see
the look
on
her face.
then my life
will
be
complete.


&&


come on take a step towards me
so you can figure me out


&&


or two, or eleven, or twenty-three, or simply none.


&&


i slept in it.


&&


hey, shadow.


&&


stay out of them, because they belong to me.

but you can stay in that for the whole weekend if you want to [please?]


&&


shuffle


&&


reshuffle


&&


frozen glass


&&


reshuffle

misinterpretation

well, here goes anyways.



i've waited hours for this
i've made myself so sick
i wish i'd stayed asleep today
i never thought that this day would end
i never thought that tonight could ever be
this close to me
just try to see in the dark
just try to make it work
to feel the fear before you're here
i make the shapes come much too close
i pull my eyes out
hold my breath
and wait until i shake

but if i had your faith
then i could make it safe and clean
if only i was sure
that my head on the door was a dream

i've waited hours for this
i've made myself so sick
i wish i'd stayed asleep today
i never thought that this day would end
i never thought that tonight could ever be
this close to me

but if i had your face
i could make it safe and clean
if only i was sure
that my head on the door
was a dream